the things that keep me alive, keep me alone.

This could be a long night… Sat on my boyfriends sofa and been told to go home. Brilliant. I have no car…

So excited to go to a wedding!! Iv only actually been to 2 in my life although worked at a few. So it’ll be nice to go to one and not be working! I can sit there and criticise the waitresses ;) ha no. I’ll be sitting there consuming all the free alcohol! …Ill also be shitting myself about exams as it’s mid way through. But I can’t not go. I wasn’t looking forward to it at first.. As it being a family wedding, my dad would be attending. But my cousin said that he declined the invite without a reason! FUCKING YES. at least I can actually relax and catch up with my family. People that I actually want to be in the same room as without feeling like crying. It’s been years since I last saw them all so it’ll be amazing (and overwhelming) to see them all at once!
And it’s just another excuse to purchase a new dress! I love weddings.

Someone please buy my a vintage Louis Vuitton? They are so much more rugged and original than the new ones.

My boyfriend made me cracking steak on Friday night and watched films. then got up in the morning and went on a bike ride. He took me all through the woods to the top of a hill where we sat in the sun and just looked over the countryside. :) I love doing stuff like that. Then we rode back, but a different route and at the bottom of the hill, there were about 20 HUGE muddy puddles. I had so much speed from coming down the hill, I had no time to slow down! So I went through them. All of them. Screaming and eyes shut. Mud through to my pants, yeh cute.